Sunday, December 31, 2006

PHOTO UPDATE #2



John playing with Joshua Rushings team at the Solemn Assembly, New Year's Eve 2006

Saturday, December 30, 2006

PHOTO UPDATE: onething 2006






ONE THING DAY THREE

Yesterday we auditioned over 25 potential new students for the Fall 2007 semester at Forerunner Music Academy (FMA). It was so exciting to see all these young people with a passion to use their musical giftings wholeheartedly for Jesus. I talked to so may young people yesterday at the FMA booth, some of them still in high school, looking forward to the possibility of coming to IHOP, attending FMA or FSM. God is doing something big with the hungry hearts of this generation.

I found the overflow room last night. The main auditorium is pretty intense! The speakers alone might be bigger than my house! I think I may have found my place, the overflow room is much quieter and is close to CEC (Children's Equipping Center), so I can slip in and out to see how the kids are doing.

Nick and John are both playing with Carol Hall's worship team in the CEC Services for the conference. I absolutely love seeing the passion in these young ones as they worship the Lord, pray for each other, and share the word.

Today is the start of another full day. Praying for grace and strength to walk through this day and to seize every opportunity to lavish love on this young people.

Friday, December 29, 2006

I Can't Feel My Feet

Ok, so just across the street there's really awesome worship taking place with 15,000 young adults: and shortly Allen Hood, one of my favorite IHOP speakers will be speaking, but I can no longer feel my feet. So I'm praying that God either meets me here alone in my hotel room or gives me a second wind after I soak my aching feet in the tub!

Hotel Ammenities

This morning John realized that I forgot to pack his electric shaver, as well as his razor and shaving cream. He uses both. So he had to resort to using my razor and the hotel conditioner to shave with. He picked up the tiny bottle of conditioner and read it "Hmmmm, lavender and chamomile, hope my face doesn't fall asleep."

Well, I thought it was funny!

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

ONE THING 2006

Tomorrow begins my first KC ONE THING! We've been gearing up and preparing for a month. 15,000 young adults have begun streaming into Kansas City because they have a hunger and a longing for more of Him.
My tiny little piece, no my crumb in the pie plate of ONE THING, involves organizing and setting up the informational booth for FMA (Forerunner Music Academy). What I began contemplating yesterday as John and we're rushing around doing our "little part", was that there are hundreds of us all out there with "one little part" or "one big part", whatever the case maybe; and when all the parts fit together, this huge thing happens, and 15,000 young adults stand side by side declaring the goodness of God and crying out to know Him more.
So as I push my little crumb around and bump up against the next person pushing their crumb, or their sliver, or their honking huge piece of pie around; I pray grace and strength for each of us!

Tonight we had the honor of having dinner with two of our supporters, Kevin and Eva Finn from Cape Coral, Florida. We met Kevin and Eva over three years ago, at a conference near Philadephia. It was one of those connects that we real and meaningful, and felt important. Over the past three years, we've chatted on the phone, and exchanged occassional emails. But tonight was the first face to face connect since we originally met them, and we were so blessed to listen to the story of their journey and to enjoy the look of "hunger" in their eyes. They represent the precious hearts that come here to Kansas City year after year to receive fresh revelation and to pour out extravagant devotion to the Father. Tonight I ask, God, would you meet them all in their place of hunger, and would you honor them for coming by revealing Yourself to them!

Monday, December 25, 2006

Christmas






Christmas Tip for New Parents


I've thought about writing a book on parenting. I've even begun an outline and an introduction to the book, and have lots of brainstorming done of the idea of it. Although my book would focused on the spiritual care and nurture of children in light of the day in which we live, today I thought of something that ought not to be overlooked in giving advice to young parents.
HERE IT IS: Think Very Long and Hard before Buying or Making Christmas Stockings for your Child!!!!! Although the idea of having a stocking large enough to stuff your baby in on their first Christmas for a sweet photo may be nice, please, please, please keep in mind that you must FILL that stocking year after year with "stuff".
The beloved Christmas stockings that I made for my children are enormous! Why I didn't think that through when I made them, I'll never know. Now I've learned a few tricks on how to fill them without taking out a small loan, but none the less, I think they might have been just as sweet about half the size. I'm sure my kids would not agree, you be the judge!

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Surprise Gift

I just received an amazing gift tonight. It didn't come in a box, or even in a fancy gift bag. It wasn't donning a bow. I can't even hold it in my hand, but it is residing sweetly in my heart.
Tonight I got to hear my husband's voice in the prayer room. Now I know that may be an odd gift, but it is priceless to me, and I am quite sure I will remember Christmas Eve. 2006 for many years, for that reason alone.
Many of you reading know my husband as an electric guitar player, and that is what he has been here at IHOP since we landed here this summer. He will in fact be teaching electric guitar at FMA this coming semester. All that said, I know my husband as a worship leader, a songwriter, and a psalmist in the house of the Lord. My favorite times with him have been the hours we have spend singing before the Lord in a tiny church in Pennsylvania. I know the songs his heart has offered up, they are the songs of our journey with God.
So tonight I am grateful that I was given the gift of his voice in the prayer room. I know God stopped to listen. I am certain that there is a spot in God's heart that only John's voice can reach.

Sleep in Heavenly Peace


Tonight we are in the prayer room. It is Christmas Eve. I look around me at those who are also here, and I can't help wonder about their stories. Why are you here anyway? Very few do I truly "know", some are total strangers, yet we are all here. There's a beautiful sense of peace here, and I am wrtiting quickly before the tears begin. "Oh, Come Let Us Adore Him".
A woman I do not know just finished praying for those who are alone tonight, the widow, the orphan, the homeless. We are indeed required to "weep with those who weep". I was reminded tonight of one little one who has been rescued from being alone tonight. Tonight she is surrounded by a family who adores her, surrounded by those who have chosen her and called her their own. The spirit of adoption has embraced her, her life redeemed. "Sleep in Heavenly Peace", my friend Zoe.

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Traditions

Tonight we had Christmas with our friends, the Bohlender's. They graciously allowed me to bring "Potato Corn Chowder", a Christmas Eve tradition for our family. Albeit a day early, it seemed right to make it and share this tradition. ("Chowder" for those of you wondering, is the term used to describe a milk based soup.... This comment will only be funny to some, others of you will wonder why I just chose to state the obvious, wonder on!)
In trying to think of a fun "Christmasy" thing to do with the kiddos, I pulled out of my memory bank of childhood memories, the fond memory of making homemade pretzels around my Aunt Alice's kitchen table with my cousins. Pulling out "Aunt Roma's Pretzel Recipe", we set to work and the results were splendid. Photos to come soon!
I also gave John an early Christmas gift tonight. "Trivial Pursuit 80's Edition". If you've followed our blogs, you will understand the significance. We paired up gals against the guys. The game started out slowly, with none of us knowing any answers. I started to wonder if we really did live through the 80's. As the game turned Randy and John seemed to be hand delivered all the EASY questions, leaving them the winners of the night. I, unlike my husband do not retain names of bands, lyrics to songs, name of actors and the list of movies they are famous for... for some reason, trivia just doesn't hang out in this brain. I think I spend most of the 80's with my nose in a book.

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. We will attend morning church service, come home for lunch and a brief rest, and then will spend the remainder of our Christmas Eve. this year in the Prayer Room. I cannot think of a better place! We'll end the evening back at home with our own family traditions: the Christmas Eve gift, some quiet family time, putting the kids to bet, and John and I wrapping a few last minute gifts, and stuffing the stockings. We'll set all the gifts under the tree and get to bed, most likely much too late!

This is a year of enjoying the family traditions of the past and adding a few new ones! I love the newness of this particular Christmas.

Friday, December 22, 2006

A Tree House

I love the thought of it! The sentiment of being nicely tucked away in a place so safe and so "members only", that you feel nothing but safe. Reminds me of an A.A. Milne poem from my childhood:

Solitude

I have a house where I go
When there's too many people,
I have a house where I go
Where no one can be;
I have a house where I go,
Where nobody ever says "No";
Where no one says anything- so
There is no one but me.

-from Now We Are Six

The only place better than "Solitude", is that lovely place where you are safe with friends, safe with those who know you and still love you. Thank you friends, you know who you are!

(editorial note: thoughts in this post are a reflection on a post by RBOHLENDER.BLOGSPOT.COM ("A Night on the Town)

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Adoption Update

In the swirl of life, there's this huge anticipation of the baby to come. I realized once again today how odd it is to be expecting a baby and not know the due date! We appreciate the prayers and support of our family and friends so very much, even those of you out there praying who we've never met!
Here's the update: Our homestudy paper work should all be turned in by the end of next week. It's alot of work folks! God continues weekly to provide financially. We have paid out $2500 already to the adoption consultant. And our current savings after that payment is now $4,600. ($1000 of that will cover our homestudy costs).
God is so amazing!
We're planning fundraising Gala in February and really expect to see God provide, we know his heart is for us!

Thanks for praying!

GIVING

I know for some people giving gifts is just a drudgery, something they have to do, and finding the perfect gift is a chore. I however, love giving. Perhaps it's just a personality thing, but I love finding gifts for the people I love. I love showing my appreciation for them through the words of a gift. Whether it's a funny gift that says, "I love your sense of humor, thanks for making me laugh". Or a sentimental gift that says "I know about your heart". Or just a needed gift that says, "I care about the things that you need in this life"..... I LOVE GIVING!

I was thinking this morning that if Christ is instilling His nature in us day after day, making us more like Him as we seek hard after Him, then He must really enjoy giving! Beyond the incomparible gift of His own life, daily He gives to us. Over and over again HE IS THE GIVER! Today I choose to reflect on what He has given to me this year. I'm reminded of the lyrics:"You give and take away, you give and take away, my heart will choose to say, Lord blessed be your name." Today, regardless of the giving or the taking away that this past year represents in my life, I choose to see it all as a GIFT. A gift that has drawn me closer and pulled me deeper into the embrace of my Father, and has taught me more about the nature of Christ than any other year in my life.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

here's the scoop on the photos

The wonderful people shown in the photos of our trip to Pennsylvania are:
My parents, Terry and Carol Mickey
My sister Tara, her husband Jeremy, and their awesome son JUSTIN (age 5)
My brother Joe, his wife Megan, and their beautiful and quite chunky son, SILAS (age 4 months)
The precious lady in the photo with my kids is a dear family friend, CINDY FITZGERALD. She and her husband run a wonderful B&B called Crossroads Bed and Breakfast in Mansfield, PA.

HOPE THAT HELPS!!!

Monday, December 18, 2006

I've always wanted to be a Professional Shopper



My brother called the other day while I was at my mom and dad's and asked to talk to my dad. I of course, said "Why don't you want to talk to me?" He said, "I need advice on buying a new chainsaw." I said, "Well what do you need to know, don't you think I can help?" He of course said, "No, let me talk to dad". Not settling for having my advice totally dissed, I said "well, what color is it", he said, "Red". I said, "That's a good color, you should get it".
Now even though I was not invited on the shopping trip to get the chain saw, please notice that my advice was well taken! Isn't it a beauty! Red is a great color for a chainsaw!

My Very Own Sheep Dog



Wanted you all to see the hair I commented on in a previous blog! It has since been trimmed, mind you just trimmed!
You have to admit, it really is quite endearing! Makes ya just want to pet him and scratch behind his ears doesn't it!

Photo Journal: Trip to Pennsylvania











Thursday, December 14, 2006

I Know I've Said it Before

But I really love coffee, I really, really do!
I'm going to bring home a bag of Night and Day Coffee Cafe beans and have myself a party!

John has now resorted to a grande coffee with a shot of espresso, commonly, or not so commonly known as a "red eye".
I'm not sure what that says about him, but he seems to be quite happy after consumption, (or should that be imbibing)?

Anyway, the coffee is good, the day is sunny. Tonight we're having dinner at my brothers house, so there will be more time to cuddle my dumplin' baby nephew Silas! Pictures soon coming!

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

FIRST GLANCE

I was getting ready to take my kids to see friends at their old school (A Christian School with a dress code, mind you not a uniform type dress code, but it does have a few rules). ANYWAY, we're headed out the door and I take one look at my brood and sort of freaked out. TAYLOR had on a hooded sweatshirt, not allowed! One look at ISABELLE and I sent her to brush her hair. She was sporting the IHOP trend of short shirt over blue jeans, and double layered t-shirts. I wasn't sure what everyone would think of that. And then there was NICK! Resembling a sheep dog, I actually thought about whipping out my haircutting scissors before we left the house. Oh and he had on a t-shirt with graphics, not objectionable in anyway, but not allowed nontheless! So after I had a major panic attack about the long hair on my eldest son. He comments "Come on Mom, don't you think I look good?"

Then he turns, faces the mirror, and says "Oh Nick, you look so good!"

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Home for the Holidays

We made it to PA after a three day journey. We suffered through a long stretch of highway absent of any decent coffee shops. I started a "Starbuck's Exit Journal" towards the end of the trip so that we at least have hope on the way home!
We're here at our hometown coffee shop. Just enjoyed a terrific Greek Chicken Grilled Wrap at "Greens and Beans" the cafe attached to our favorite "Night and Day Coffee Cafe". We may just have to bring a big bag of coffee beans home!

The kids are at their old school visiting friends and I'm sure having a grand time.

Isabelle hit the barn last night as soon as we landed. Greating the horses, cats, and dogs with much excitement.

I got me meet my nephew Silas last night for the first face to face! He's now 3 months old and is absolutely gorgeous! Photos to come at the next blog!

We're here preparing to minister at a chapel service on Thursday morning at the kids former Christian school, and also to lead worship and preach at our home church on Sunday morning. God is faithful to speak, and we long to hear his heart for the body of Christ here in Pennsylvania.

Friday, December 08, 2006

Updates

Thanks for praying for my niece Telma! She came home from the hospital yesterday afternoon and it is happy as a lark in her own comfy bed! Both surgeries went really well, and we are rejoicing in her quick recovery. The surgeon put "antibiotic beads" in her back that slowly release antibiotic right to the site. The plan at this point is for her to wear a custom made back brace for up to a year, and then to have another surgery in about 3 months to check on her back, remove the "beads", and to check a couple of areas that did not fuse well from her initial surgery two years ago.
We are praying that these two areas will heal and fuse strongly in the next 3 months so that there is no "bone grafting" necessary when they open her back again in 3 months. We believe God can heal these weak areas!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR PRAYING!

On another note, we are headed to Pennsylvania tomorrow to visit family and to minister in our home church! Pray for safe travels and a great time away. Any PA folks that are interested, we will be leading worship and speaking at Living Word Fellowship, in Wellsboro, PA on Sunday morning December 17th, 10AM service!

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

ROOM FOR MORE



I mentioned our new house in a blog and got a few "you never told us you were buying a house" emails! So here it is! Lots of room for the new little one and for visitors! Hint Hint!!!! We hope to close January 10th.
This photo is also to document of first Kansas City snow! I took off in the subaru the day after the snow to get this photo! I keep telling people "I'm from Pennsylvania"!

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

No Expiration Date

I usually cringe when I read the quotes outside church buildings. Sometimes they just seem too corny, sometimes I think they're just a total turn off to the unbeliever who drives by and reads them, and I wonder what's the point! But today, outside one church I drove by on the way home from the hospital, I was apprehended by one.
The quote was simple, "Mercy has no expiration date."
Now it might just be the kind of day I was having, but it hit me hard. Not only was it good to be reminded that "the steadfast love of the Lord never ceases, and His mercies never come to an end", but on a more personal level, I was reminded that the mercy I extend to others should 'have no expiration date' either. I am commanded to extend mercy and forgiveness 70 times 7. Today I needed to be reminded of how much mercy has been extended to me, an endless amount; and I needed to be reminded that if I am seeking to live a "Sermon on the Mount Lifestyle", then I am commanded to extend that same level of mercy to others.

All in a Day's Play



I called my kids today to let them know I was on my way home, and asked "What have you been doing?"
This is the answer I got, "Well we're playing. Isabelle is a foofy, rich girl named 'Foofia", and Tay is the Butler, I (Nick) am their body guard."
Hey, at least they are creative! Much better than sitting mindlessly before a TV, or video game, or fighting with each other!
I love my kids, aren't they awesome.
Their cousin Sophia has just arrived and was quickly escorted to the dressing chamber to put on her attire, we'll see!
Michaela (cousin 2) arrives in moments, and I think the plans are for her to be the maid! Hope she likes that idea!!!

More photos to come I'm sure!

Sunday, December 03, 2006

Fighting for My Heart

Matthew 7:3-5
"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye."

Why is that so hard...focusing on walking out the pruning of my own heart, and not the hearts of others? I was talking with a wise man some time ago, and he reminded me that the stuff I'm going through now is preparation for the age to come. Although some of the stuff we walk out may have validity and purpose in this age, much of it is for the age to come. If I can learn to walk through trial and hardship with humility and grace in this age, if I can face pain without offense, or at least quickly get that plank out of my eye when offense does rear up, then I will have authority in that area in the age to come!

I had honestly never looked at those verses in that light. If I will in this age, remove the plank in my eye, or set my heart towards living a Sermon on the Mount Lifestyle, then in the age to come I will walk in authority over all I have fought for in this age.

I'm fighting for my heart today. And today the fight seems harder than most! But I am choosing to fix my eyes on the prize.

Saturday, December 02, 2006

My Little Giant


I'm sitting at the hospital tonight with my neice Telma. For those of you out their who don't know Telma, I'll fill you in before I tell you what an honor it is for me to be sitting at the side of her hospital bed. Telma was born in the Marshall Island. She was born with severe scoliosis and never received medical care for her condition. When she was 9, my brother and sister-in-law met her while they were in the Marhall's to adopt their twin daughers Teyolla and Keyolla. When they saw her need for medical care, they stepped into action; and soon after Telma was brought to the states to receive corrective surgery on her back. A team of specialist in Indianapolis donated over a quarter of a million dollars in care for Telma to receive the surgery that she needed! A rod and nine screws were put into her back, and miraculously the doctors were able to gain a 70% correction in her spine. They had anticipated only a minor correction, one that would basically prevent any further curvature. We were all blown away by God's goodness during this first surgery. Other surgeries followed after infection set in. Telma returned to the hospital three times after surgery due to infection. The past few years have been surgery free, however just before Thanksgiving a staph infection set in and Telma is now in the hospital.

Friday, Telma had back surgery to remove the rod and screws in her back, and to clean out her back from the infection. The surgery went well, however the doctors will be going back in one more time tomorrow morning to remove any lingering infecion before closing her back. She will most likely be wearing a back brace for several months due to instability in her spine. She faces another surgery a few months from now for bone grafting.

I tell you all that to tell you, I am in the presence of a giant. This tiny girl who is now 15, blows my mind. She is passionate for Jesus, and is a faithful intercessor at IHOP. She serves the Lord with gladness in every possible way! She can often be found running the power point in the prayer room. If I can't remember where Uncle John is, Telma usually knows! She can keep track of his schedule better than I can! She is an amazing friend. I watch her with her peers, as she encourages them in the Lord and I'm sure inspires them to walk a steady walk.

I am watching this young lady, now facing incredible pain, yet handling it with unbelievable grace! I feel honored just to be with her here tonight. Pray for her please as she walks through yet another surgery and the morning, and the recovery in the days to come!

Birthdays


These two precious ones just celebrated birthdays! Taylor turned 11 on December 1st, and our dear little friend Madison turns 2 today, December 2nd! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAY AND MADDIE!

We had the privilege of having Maddie (and her mommy and daddy of course) at our home for dinner the other night. Dana called spontaneously and asked if they could bring dinner to us, knowing of course that I am NOT wonder woman and really needed it!

I love watching my children play with Maddie. They adore her. Of course, what's not to adore, but they dote on her, play with her, and never tire of being with her. She in turn adores them and has mastered their names which they just love! When I watch the kids with Maddie, I can't help but think what amazing sibling they will be to our soon coming little one. I know watching them pour their hearts in their little sister is going to blow my mind!

Taylor, I'm glad you were born!
Maddie, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! We love you!
Elia Jane, We can't wait to celebrate your birth, darling!

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Wonder Woman

Some things will just have to wait. After all, I really am just one person. Since I couldn't figure out how to schedule two physicals, one eye appoinment, two overnights stays in the hospital with my niece, two trips to the mortage company regarding our house loan, one birthday party, creating a schedule for the FMA booth at Onething, writing a Christmas newsletter, updating my website, getting my laundry done, feeding my children, teaching them something this week........ AND filing out the remainder of my homestudy paper work, getting fingerprinted for FBI clearances, running to Jefferson CIty for the state clearances, and well, just being a nice person. I decided to forego the trip to Jefferson City until a later date, call a snow day for tomorrow even though we are homeschooled, and take a little more time with that pile of paperwork. The stuff on the first half of the list is not negotiable, so I'll pull my Wonderwoman cape out of the closet and tomorrow will be another day!

Meanwhile, I'm needing to lean on my Beloved and not forget that He cares about my heart and is interceding on my behalf.
And I'm so glad he doesn't expect me to be Wonderwoman.

Today, on the way to visit her daughter in the hospital in the midst of an ice storm, my sister-in-law Renee had a car accident with three of her five daughters in the van with her. They are alright, although Renee is hurting quite badly from hitting the steering wheel and from the seat belt impact. When the van came to a stop, Michaela, my 6 year old neice said "Are we dead yet?" - Even in the midst of extreme pain and the trauma of the accident Renee couldn't help but laugh!

So, I was wondering, how many times when the stuff of live "impacts" us in painful ways, do we think "God am I dead yet?" And how many times does he chuckle even in the midst of it knowing that he is using even our struggles to allow us to become more like him.

Monday, November 27, 2006

No Words Needed

What's in a Name?

God has given us our daughter’s name, and we will call her “Elia Jane”. Elia is the feminine form of “Elijah” which means The Lord is My God, and Jane is the feminine form of “John” which means God is Gracious. Jane is also the middle name of my maternal grandmother. When God gave us this name, we began praying that he would confirm that it was really from him. As I was praying in the prayer room over the abortion issue, and as I began to pray for Elia’s life to be spared, God led me to Malachi 4:5,6.

“See, I will send you the prophet Elijah before that great and dreadful day of the Lord comes. He will turn the hearts of the fathers to their children, and the hearts of the children to their fathers; or else I will come and strike the land with a curse.”

The scripture is cross referenced in Luke 1:17 where the angel Gabriel speaks to Zechariah saying,

“... and you are to give him the name John [fem. Jane], He will be a great joy and delight to you, and many will rejoice because of his birth, for he will be great in the sight of the Lord… and he will be filled with the Holy Spirit even from birth. Many of the people of Israel will he bring back to the Lord their God. And he will go forth in the spirit and power of Elijah [fem. Elia], to turn the hearts of the fathers to their children and the disobedient to the wisdom of the righteous- to make ready a people prepared for the Lord.”

So would you join us in prayer as we eagerly await the arrival of Elia Jane! We believe that truly her life will be a great joy and delight , and that we will all rejoice because of her birth! We believe that in this day God is longing to turn the “hearts of the fathers to the children and the hearts of the children to the fathers”! This is the time that God wants to stir up the spirit of adoption within the Body of Christ.

So what's in a name? Elia Jane, we prophesy destiny over you, daughter! Life is in a name! He calls us by name, and so we call our daughter, yet unknown, by name! We love you Elia Jane, we speak life over you and declare to your spirit that you are wanted and loved!

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Grace Please

Not "Would you please say the grace?", but rather "GOD PLEASE GIVE ME GRACE!"
I have been surrounded by mounds of paperwork this afternoon, in preparation for our home study/adoption.
They basically need to know everything! Absolutely everything. They not only need to know everything, then need copies of everything! The problem lies wherein you lose things that are important, like the middle child's birth certificate. The good new is that if you're willing to pay lots of extra fees, you can get a birthcertificate in like 3-5 days.
Now I just have to grab my husband and head to the police dept this week to get our finger prints for FBI clearances. Fun date huh? And then I need to schedule physicals for all members of the family, the boys are super excited about that fun time! I need to take a road trip to the state capital to get the clearances expedited. And I need to write my life story. Oh, and how could I forget I need to make copies of our entire financial history!
So this is what it's like to "birth a baby!"

Oh, and additional good news, God has miraculously provided a new home for us. We sign the contract for the house tomorrow evening! We feel so blessed to be able to move into a bigger home before baby arrives! But guess what, along with a new house comes another fat stack of PAPERWORK!

You know how at some point in pregnancy, you're just done being pregnant and all you want is to hold that baby! Well, I think when all this paperwork is done, I'm going to feel about that same way!

Morning

I love quiet mornings. They don't seem to happen very often, but when they do, I soak it right in.

John is out the door for worship rehearsal this morning; the FMA team is leading worship today. (by the way, check out Forerunner Music Academy at www.ihop.org). I'm excited because it's the first time they've played with the newly formed orchestra and the student choir!

The kids are all still sleeping after a late night at the Plaza seeing Christmas lights and drinking rather horrid drinks from Starbucks. Let's just put it this way... when the line at Starbucks reaches the door, I just wouldn't get in that line. What you get at the end of the long wait, is a really lukewarm, weak, somewhat tasteless beverage, and it's really downright disappointing. However, the most redeeming factor in the whole waiting in line for really bad coffee scenario is that it can be chalked up as quality time with good friends! And that is always good, even if your coffee ends up in the trash!

I also had the privilege of conducting story hour at Barnes and Noble last night. Now granted, no one asked me to conduct story hour, but when you are cheered on by six rather awesome children, and three, well, three larger children disguised in grown up bodies, what's a girl to do. So I whipped out my teacher voice and pulled up a chair for the reading of "Walter the Farting Dog". I'm not sure what the other happy shoppers at B&N's thought of us, but I'm pretty sure none of us cared! We had a grand time! And if you are intrigued by the title, be advised, there is an entire series about Walter, and yes, he does actual FART in each happy tale. Farting is kind of like his "super power".

Anyway, I'm totally off the subject of my quiet morning! I'm now in the company of one fine young man and a kitty.

Oh, and just for fun, I bought baby clothes last night for our soon coming little one! My first baby purchase! Yippee!
And I mailed out a huge stack of pink envelopes yesterday announcing our adoption plans. Pray for us, and we trust God for all the necessary finances to come in for the adoption!

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Thankful

Today I am thankful for God's unconditional Love, for His grace and mercy that continually follows me, and for the tenderness of His discipline and instruction in my life.

I am thankful for an amazing family and for dear friends.
I am thankful for the warmth of the sun shining into my kitchen, and the coolness of the breeze.

I'm thankful for the loud drumming that is coming up from my basement, reminding me of my amazing son.
I'm thankful for the curly, blonde headed boy sitting at my side, who's heart is pure gold!
I'm thankful for the wild, little girl who whipped up a "Thanksgiving Play" to make us all laugh.

I'm thankful for my husband who is opening many cans of green beans and mushroom soup in the kitchen. I am thankful for his amazing heart, his constant endeavor to keep before the throne of God, and his willingness to cry out for help when the walk gets rough. I'm thankful for his sense of humor, his willingness to listen to my heart, and his kindness with our children.

I'm thankful for the soon coming little one who will change our lives forever, and I ask God today to overshadow her and protect her in everyway. I am so thankful that favor has shined upon this adoption process so beautifully! We eagerly await the day we will hold her forever!

Monday, November 20, 2006

BIG NEWS

We'll I'm in the process of sending out a letter to all our family and friends to make a great BIG announcement. WE ARE EXPECTING A BABY GIRL! Now, those of you who know us, before you pass out, let's clarify. We are adopting! We have taken the first baby steps in the adoption process. It's time to start blogging about it!
God is amazing. We've wanted to adopt for nearly three years now, and have been waiting on the timing of the Lord, and more recently waiting to get settled here in Kansas City! Then we meet these awesome friend, The Bohlender's, who have just adopted, and we got to walk through the tail end of baby Zoe's adoption with them! The minute we mentioned our desire to adopt, they were eager and waiting to help us walk out the process!
So, we have felt like we are to adopt a baby girl here in the states, and we are in the process of filling out mounds and mounds of paper work to get our homestudy completed! In addition we'll be working with an adoption consultant who will help find the baby God has already chosen for us! Before time began, He knew her, and knew she would be our daughter!

I'm sitting here amidst a stack of pink envelopes that are waiting to go out in the mail announcing the coming of our daughter! I feel pregnant in many ways. I am full of expectation for our daughter's arrival.

We know God's heart is in this, He so loves "the widow and the orphan", His heart is truely for the "fatherless", He is their defender! Would you please join us in prayer as we await our daughter's arrival. Pray for her safety. And pray that she would know she is loved and wanted. The Holy Spirit moved on John the Baptist in the womb, and I'm asking God to move in our daughter's heart even now so that she will feel the great love that the Father has for her, and the longing we have in our hearts to know and love her!

Stay tuned for many updates to come!

Sunday, November 19, 2006

The Things My Kids Do


So, maybe it's just me, but I think I have three of the most amazing kids on the planet. They are really cool, way cooler than their dad and I. So instead of doing stereotypical kid things, they decide to break the mold and are completely unique and amazingly individual.
These are some of the ways they spend their time. And really, they choose to spend their time this way, no one forces it on them:
1. They paint and draw.
2. They play drums, guitar, and sing.
3. They write songs and stories.
4. They read.
5. They write sermons and lead Bible studies.
6. They take photos and make movies.
7. They make up plays, including scripts, and act them out.
8. They Pray, and spend about 8 hours a week in the Prayer Room
9. Two of them blog (taylorloux.blogspot.com and nickloux.blogspot.com)
10. They create comics, do claymation, and other cool artistic stuff.
11. They dance- ballet and hip-hop (exception, Nick)
12. They are good friends with others, and with each other believe it or not!
13. They like their parents... imagine that!

And occasionally they do some really off the wall stuff like:
1. Dye their hair RED, temporarily thank goodness
2. Film movies on the roof (deep sigh)
3. Use my decorative bamboo to sword fight with (come on guys, it's like $10 a bunch)
4. Play hide and seek in the DRYER and break it's door

I don't know... I think they're really great! Just thought I'd tell the world, or anyone out there who cares to listen!

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Blame it on My Age I Guess

So we're at a family event today, my niece's 9th birthday, and the discussion of anniversaries comes up. And my Sis-In-Law says "How long have you been married?", and I say "17 years". She says, "I thought you were married 2 yrs before us, we've been married 14'.... anyway, I'll spare you the details!
Basically, both my husband and I have been saying for the past month or so that we just celebrated our 17th wedding anniversary, when in fact July 8th was our SIXTEENTH anniversary. Was it that the past year just seemed like two, or that I am nearly 40 and things just seem to slip around in my brain a bit more?

Anyway, my apologies for my blog boasting our 17 years of marriage! So Randy and Kelsey although our anniversaries are only one day apart, we did not get married the same year!

Friday, November 17, 2006

EASY LISTENING- The Whole Story


So for those of you tuning in who have no idea that there was a story. Please check out the blog of our dear friend Randy Bohlender (randybohlender.blogspot.com), you will find several references to JOHN LOUX! Problem is I'm not quite as technically savy as Master Bohlender, so I have no clue how to make his little name light up so you can click on it.

Anyway, my husband blows me away with his knowledge of all things musical! We were away recently on our "second honeymoon" and of course had to visit a used CD store. After entering the Jazz/blues room, I picked up a CD that looked kinda cool, slightly unusual- a female saxaphonist, Candy Dolfer. Now you must understand I never, never ever know anything about music that he doesn't already know. And if I think that I find something, he may not have heard of, NOPE!! You guessed it, not possible! So of course, He knows of Candy Dolfer, can tell me about a hit she had in the 80's. So, basically he says to me, "Go ahead pick another one, I'm sure you can find something I haven't heard of. So I pick up another CD, and he rambles on about it, (have it on video if the Master will show me how to post it!), and basically tells me all this stuff about the album, about everyone who played on it, and then I find out he MADE IT ALL UP!! Can you believe it! Really he made the whole thing up and I believed it. So Folks, the famous "EASY LISTENING MUG SHOT" is my artistic statement about being lied to by a musical genius, when in fact I did actually manage to pull a CD he had never heard of!!!!

And for those of you just waiting for a chance to here the thoughts of JOHN LOUX, he too is now blogging johnloux.blogspot.com

THE WIFE

Thursday, November 16, 2006

History of Coffee 101

Check out this history of coffee:

First lets thank the Ethiopians for the discovery in 600AD, although they took the coffee bean a bit too seriously and worshipped it.

Fastforward to 1650 and thank Baba Budan, who snuck seeds out of Arabia into India.

But let's not forget to thank Pope Clement VIII, of 17th cent. Europe. He had been advised that coffee would be a threat to Christianity; but after having a pot, he blessed the drink and called it "a Christian beverage". Bless you, Pope Clement!

But I really want to thank the great Dorothy Jones for obtaining the first license to sell coffee in the colonies. It was in coffeehouses, where the Boston Tea Party was planned, where the Declaration of Independence was read for the first time, and where the first Continental Congress was born. Brilliant woman, Dorthy Jones!

For those of you wanting a more complete historical account:
http://www.italiancook.ca/coffee.htm#item1

Coffee

I think I'll research the history of coffee. In the westerns, it was a pot of coffee around the campfire that seemed to draw a crowd and bring out good conversation. Even with a stranger, coffee seems to give a common ground, a place to start! I cannot tell you, how many new friendships here at IHOP have been forged around the proverbial "cup of coffee".

"Hey why don't go out for a cup of coffee". "Let's meet up at the coffee shop". "Wanna grab a cup of coffee with me".

What would we do without it? What would we say? How would we get the friendship ball rolling? I seriously wonder if I could even be friends with someone who didn't enjoy a good cup of coffee (or tea at the very least). Really, I mean it! What would you do for fun? Hey, "Let's go for sushi?", "bowling?", "wanna go for a jog?", "tennis anyone?"- not this girl! Sorry, give me great coffee and good chat, and you've got me hooked!

So, having just returned from a wonderful coffee date with a fabulous new friend, I am grateful to whomever decided it might be fun to grind up a coffee bean and pour hot water over it! See the thing is, it's really not the coffee, it's the slow me down time, the curl up in a fun, comfy chair and breathe time. It's finding out that if you take a moment to chat, you just might find someone absolutely amazing on the other side of the coffee cup.

So, if you haven't invited someone out for coffee lately, do it! Highly recommended! Thanks KB! You Rock!

Monday, November 13, 2006

The Holy Spirits Ways


Today I overheard Taylor talking to "Poppy" (John's Dad) about his baptism. I am assuming that Poppy asked him why he decided to get baptized or something along those lines. Anyway, all I heard was Taylor say, "Whenever my stomach feels strange, I know I should do it."
So it made me think about how many times I fail to obey the Holy Spirit's stirrings (whether it be a funny feeling tummy or however He chooses to speak), and how really great it is to know that my children are learning to obey the Holy Spirit quickly! So today, Holy Spirit, help me be ready to listen and quick to obey.

Baptized!!!

Sunday, November 12, 2006

CELEBRATING!!!

Tonight I had the JOY of attending a baptism service at our FSM (our church). I originally attended to see my two neices, Telma and Sophie, get baptized and to take photos of the FSM/FMA students that were getting baptized. There were 150 to be baptized this evening. I have never attended a more amazing baptism in my life. There was just such a sense of worship and rejoicing that was so awesome!
About two hours into the baptism, Taylor, my son came up to me and said, "If Daddy were here I'd get baptized" (Allen Hood, had made a call earlier for others who weren't scheduled that wanted to be baptized and my neice Michaela had just gotten baptized) Anyway, Nick got on the phone and called John who was just getting done with his Prayer Room set.

So, tonight was amazing. My two beautiful ones, Taylor and Isabelle got baptized! God is so good! Now when I can figure out how to post pictures on this thing, we'll be doing good! HELP Bohlender Crew!!!!!!!!!

17 Years and Counting


John and I just returned from a weekend away after renewing our wedding vows at a tiny family ceremony at the home of Randy and Kelsey Bohlender. First, the Bohlender's rock, new baby and all, they insisted on hosting our little renewal ceremony (I wanted to say "suare" or "swaure" or whatever that word is but I can't seem to find the spelling anywhere on this supposedly smart computer!) Even Grayson's detour to the ER didn't halt their desire to host our day, though they had ever right to bail with that event in the mix!
So the ceremony was as perfect as either John or I could have hoped! Seventeen years may seem like a random number of years to be celebrating, and November 10th, even more random since our anniversary is July 8th, but it was exactly what we wanted, and exactly when we wanted it to be, for many reasons, none of them random at all! Celebrating what we've walked through, rejoicing in God's grace and His grace alone for the journey we still walk, and marking the ground here in Kansas City with a statement about our commitment to walk it out even more deeply and with more gratitude in our hearts for God's love that overshadows it all.
So the day was perfect, the food fantastic, and we walked away with full hearts!

We spent the weekend at the Plaza in Kansas City. Stayed at the Marriot, ate amazing food, enjoyed several great coffee shops, two art museums, on second hand music store, a "could have done without it" movie (but in comfy seats and a great hand to hold)... lots of walking, beautful weather, naps.... PERFECT!

Recommended KC cuisine "ReVerse" on Ward Pkwy on the Plaza! Amazing!
Recommended coffee "Scooters" on the Plaza (sorry don't know the street)
Recommended lodging "Marriot" on Main (great pillows and blankets; and good, reallly good steak at the Main Street Grill)

And even more HIGHLY recommended: time away with your spouse to celebrate the goodness of God in your lives, and to just enjoy the gift of each other! We should all do it more often.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Isabelle and Me and God

Is there really anything better to talk about? I took Isabelle on a date yesterday to get our "nails done". Now she wouldn't up and admit that she likes "girly" things, but she did indeed have a ball! She got to sit up in the big massage chair and got the royal treatment! Her grin was way worth the $12.00 treat! What is it in every little girl that longs to be treated like a princess! Even the less than "girly girls" like Isabelle. (She actually prides her self on not being one of those frilly, froofy girls! ) But she, along with the rest of us female creations, love to feel beautiful, to feel adored- to feel like a princess!

So on Friday, John and I are going to renew our wedding vows, and all I can think about is how fun it will be to play the "princess"! Now the meaning of the ceremony, of course, is super important to me. I'm actually up late tonight working on writing my vows, but for days my focus has been getting myself ready to look beautiful, to look the princess for John! Ya know, the routine, the dress, the shoes, etc....

No really, so tonight I'm asking myself, if it's the hearts desire to love and to be loved, why is it that I struggle so with getting the fact that God actually likes me, maybe even enjoys me? He created me, right? And he said it was "good", all the stuff he says, "He delights in me", "He rejoices over me with singing", "His jealousy for me is BURNING?" what is that? I'm praying that this year that I could just "get to know God"! Cause reallly I don't think I even have a clue who He really is! I am my beloveds and He is mine, his banner over me is love. God would you show me what that looks like?

Monday, November 06, 2006

Fall Lingers On


I love fall. And here from my living room, I see the few, lingering, gold leaves from the maple tree that blesses my front yard. I really wondered about fall here in Kansas City. Wondering if it would ever satisfy my love for Fall, born many years ago in the hills of Pennsylvania. No hills magically appeared here in Kansas City this fall, but I am very grateful for the dark red, the burnt orange, and the golden yellow that surround my home this fall. I doubt that anyone ever makes the decision to rent or buy a house, after asking, "What color do these leaves turn in the fall"? Although I have now decided that might actually be a wonderful question to ask when house hunting! Nevertheless, God saw fit to bless me with the colors that I love this fall, and to Him I am so grateful this crisp, fall morning. And I love that it is still fall in Kansas City!

Friday, November 03, 2006

Date Night with Taylor

Tonight I had the honor of enjoying some much needed one on one time with my son Taylor. The plan was to go get some dinner and do a little mall shopping. What I still have not gotten into my head, is that although in little ole Mansfield, PA it is not a big deal to head out for a date on a Friday night at 5PM, here is Kansas City being on 435W at 5PM, does not entail a fun time at all!

So what should have been a 20 minute drive to Overland Park, took an unprecidented HOUR! Partly due to my bad driving and missed turns, but mostly due to bumper to bumper rush hour traffic! But then how can being in a car with a really cool kid for an hour really be considered a bad thing? It just can't!

So we split some Chinese food and did a little shopping, which wore us both out!
That was all cured however by a quick trip to the bookstore. Gotta love a kid whose idea of a great night is some quality time in a bookstore with his mom! What a great one he is! (he's reading over my shoulder now, and just hugged me and said "what a great mommy you are") OK, so life is good and I have the best three kids in the whole world!

John left at 4:30PM for a ministry trip to St. Louis with Derek and the gang!

My Place in the Prayer Room

Well, we've been here for a little over 4 months now. I've gone from walking into the prayer room and not even feeling saved, to feeling like God really does see my heart and hear my prayers! I've gone from feeling like these people are so committed and so strong and so focused, and when I'm bearly able to hold on for a hour of prayer, to feeling that my heart is at home in this place with these precious people that I now consider family!
There's something really wonderful here! Something that stirs the heart to want more, to long for deeper fellowship with the Father! There's something rare and beautiful about being surround by normal people, who are lovers of God, walking with a limp just like me.

So today, I feel like I really do belong here! This is my place and this is my family. My heart is stirred to dig deeper, to press in more fully, and to love more unselfishly!

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Techo Night at the Bohlenders

Here I am sitting a midst a sea of MACS trying to understand this strange new world!
I'll be back when I have a few brain cells working.